Third time’s the charm for the storyline that refuses to stay dead, Part II (Why the Minnesota setting has run its course)

Just as in real life, sometimes too the places fictional characters call home naturally run their course and are outgrown. It’s not a personal insult or done deliberately and maliciously, but just something that happens as they journey through more of life. That turned out to be true for the Konevs and Minnesota, a state I admit was pretty much randomly chosen as their future home.

Like Ivan, I also had a romantic, idealistic, fantasy daydream of someday living on my very own self-sufficient, 19th century-style farmstead. I idealized the farming lifestyle I read about in so many historical novels, and didn’t understand how much hard work is involved. I also didn’t understand how much farming began to change after the mid-20th century Green Revolution. Even small family farms use modern equipment, and they’re not sitting around the fireplace reading to one another, playing boardgames, and putting on plays when they’re snowed in, nor do they fill their spare time with barn dances, taffy pulls, and quilting bees!

While writing Dream Deferred, it finally dawned on me why Ivan latched onto this dream of becoming a farmer in the Midwest. It wasn’t driven by a genuine passion for either that region or profession, but rather an escape from his abusive father. Midwestern farming country also represented a place where he could keep his family safe from the ugly, cruel reality of the outside world. They only have to interact with one another and their dearest, closest friends out there.

I can’t believe I never realised how unhealthy and creepy it was for their three families to not only all live on the same piece of land, but also build houses for their adult children to move into as soon as they rush home from university with degrees they have no use for as career farmers in the middle of nowhere. That’s like a cult compound!

For whatever reason, I got the idea many years ago that Minnesota has a very high Russian population. I knew there were lots of Swedish and Norwegian immigrants, but thought there was also a large group of Russians. North Dakota would’ve been a far more realistic place to relocate based on that criterion.

Even without that being the reason, Minnesota always felt like a random state that could just as easily have been Ohio, Kansas, Wisconsin, Nebraska, Wyoming, Indiana, or even a more rural place in New York State. I never did any worldbuilding about the fictional town of Firebird Fields other than mentioning the church and a few stores, and one scene at a skating rink. It was a self-contained world for the Konevs and their friends.

In The Twelfth Time, Minnesota is a healing escape from the poverty and tenements of New York, as difficult as it is to leave their extended circle of friends and Lyuba’s family behind. They needed that radical reset, particularly to save Lyuba and Ivan’s troubled marriage. It might be boring and cut them off from everyone back in New York but for strategically-planned visits when necessary, but all they can think about is that it’s a chance to start over properly.

In Dark Forest, Minnesota represents a safe beacon of refuge from the ugly, cruel outside world, a reliable place the Konevs can always run to when things in New York or California become too painful. It feels like a violation of this safe space when that outside drama invades and refuses to go away.

In Dream Deferred, the Konevs’ experience in another small town opens their eyes to how out of step they are in that kind of milieu. They’re seen as radical invading outsiders ruining the established local culture with their mere presence. Yet when they relocate to the Twin Cities, they choose St. Paul over Minneapolis because it’s smaller and sleepier. They still can’t shake their emotional attachment to small towns.

But before long, it becomes obvious they’ve outgrown Minnesota and that next-youngest child Sonyechka in particular feels stifled. Every time they visit New York for family celebrations, it feels so much more comfortable. I had plans to introduce three kindred spirit families (Czech, Greek, and Hungarian-Jewish), but what are the odds 1950s St. Paul or Minneapolis would have anything close to the intellectual, artistic concentration of NYC in that era? Sure such people existed, but there weren’t huge clusters of them.

Most cities in this era were built around one or two major industries (e.g., railroad, mills, mining, shipping, meatpacking). This wasn’t an era of choosing what city you wanted to move to based on the arts scene, restaurants, bars, a cute downtown, or historic architecture. If you wanted to connect with lots of other artists or intellectuals, you went to a city like New York or Boston, not St. Paul!

The idea of a large academy combining progressive pedagogy with prep school and European gymnasium education in 1950s St. Paul also now seems a bit unrealistic. The idea came to me to make Stefania Wolicka a New York school instead, when writing about Platosha Lebedeva-Teglyova’s high school graduation. She attends a progressive prep school for girls.

It’s also really expensive and inconvenient to constantly travel 1,000 miles back and forth for weddings, milestone birthdays, baptisms, and graduations. Other special events are missed entirely. If they’re all in the same place, it’ll save a lot of money and time.

And by 1952, Lyuba and Ivan have outgrown the reason they came to Minnesota. They no longer need to hide from the outside world, and they’re very eager to finally rejoin the intellectual, artistic society they were born for.

To be continued.

WeWriWa—Inga’s first Christmas presents

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Welcome back to Weekend Writing Warriors and Snippet Sunday, weekly Sunday hops where writers share 8–10 sentences from a book or WIP. The rules have now been relaxed to allow a few more sentences if merited, so long as they’re clearly indicated, to avoid the creative punctuation many of us have used to stay within the limit.

This comes from Chapter 76, “Ups and Downs of Rehabilitation,” from Journey Through a Dark Forest. It’s Orthodox Christmas 1943, and 18-year-old Inga Savvina is celebrating the holiday for the first time since coming to America last summer to meet the father who had no idea she existed. Her mother is imprisoned in Siberia.

Some of you may remember Inga from the snippets of her arrival in New York and meeting Yuriy Yeltsin, a family friend from Toronto who came to her rescue when she injured her knee and quickly fell in love with her. Inga insisted her father and grandparents open their gifts first, and now it’s her turn.

Inga grudgingly peels open her presents, more and more embarrassed at how much money must’ve been spent on her. Leather-bound notebooks, clothes, hats, shoes, books, a victrola and some records, a blue marble ink blotter and blotter paper, fancy hairpins. Her gifts from Zhenya, Mireena, Milena, and Vasilisa are more modest—embroidered hand towels, candy, tin cookie cutters, a basket lined with blue fabric and filled with basic sewing supplies.

“Now you must open Yuriy’s present. He sent it all the way from Canada just for you.” Mrs. Kharzina nudges the yellow parcel. “We’ll have breakfast afterwards.”

Inga carefully pulls away the tissue paper and opens the box. She smiles as she takes out the contents, a pure white rabbit hat with earflaps, a teddybear, a book of English poetry, and a necklace with fat blue wooden beads. When she flips open the book, she sees an inscription in deep blue ink, with a fancy, flourished script she’s surprised a modern man would use.

The ten lines end here. A few more follow to finish the scene.

Yuriy has written first in Russian, then the English translation.

20 December 1942

Happy Christmas to my best penpal. I hope you enjoy your first Christmas, even if you’re not Christian. Everyone likes presents and a nice family celebration. I know you miss your first family, but your new family treats you very well. Most families wouldn’t welcome a surprise addition with such open arms so many years after the fact.

Pozhaluysta [Please], enjoy these humble presents. You deserve everything nice in the world after you lost your mother and first family and had to go so far to a strange land. Even if you’re lonely and homesick, you can have a nice fur hat, another cuddly friend, humble jewelry, and something nice to read while you’re learning English.

Very truly yours,

Your Canadian friend Yuriy

“He’s sweet on you,” Mrs. Kharzina repeats. “A man only buys a woman fur if he cares a lot about her. It’s a serious investment in a woman, even if it’s just rabbit fur. Mishenka only started getting me fur after he was seriously interested in me. No man buys a woman poetry or jewelry if he’s just her friend.”

“You can think that if you want. Yuriy and I know the truth.”

“That depends on whose truth you mean. A good man’s worth his weight in gold, and I’ve known Yuriy long enough to know how nicely he’s turned out. Don’t be surprised if he makes his intentions known after the war. Determination can make a person do amazing things.”

WeWriWa—Inga’s first Christmas

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Welcome back to Weekend Writing Warriors and Snippet Sunday, weekly Sunday hops where writers share 8–10 sentences from a book or WIP. The rules have now been relaxed to allow a few more sentences if merited, so long as they’re clearly indicated, to avoid the creative punctuation many of us have used to stay within the limit.

This year’s Christmas snippets come from Chapter 76, “Ups and Downs of Rehabilitation,” from Journey Through a Dark Forest. It’s Orthodox Christmas 1943, and 18-year-old Inga Savvina is celebrating the holiday for the first time since coming to America last summer to meet the father who had no idea she existed. Her mother is imprisoned in Siberia.

Some of you may remember Inga from the snippets of her arrival in New York and meeting Yuriy Yeltsin, a family friend from Toronto who came to her rescue when she injured her knee and quickly fell in love with her. Her father’s real name is Mikhail, but he’s only ever called Ginny.

Inga pulls on her new blue robe and pads down the stairs in her matching slippers, already seeing the distant twinkle of the lights on the tree. Ginny doesn’t have a massive tree, but it’s a respectable four feet tall, and festooned with dried cranberries, white and colored lights, popcorn strings, shiny glass bulbs, little birds’ nests, and sparkly garlands. Never having seen a Christmas tree before, Inga has no preconceived notions of its grandness or lack thereof.

As proudly atheist as Inga has remained, her eyes can’t help but widen at the sight of the brightly-wrapped presents underneath. The presents are crowding out the beautiful Russian crèche Ginny bought from Valya’s boutique many years ago, while a large miniature train runs on little tracks around the tree, away from the pile of presents.

“Do you like Christmas enough to get baptized?” Mrs. Kharzina asks hopefully as Inga plops onto a fat green velvet cushion.

“I wasn’t raised to believe in God or to see the Bible as anything but ancient literature and some verified history. But I’m happy to help you with celebrating your holiday. You have your traditions, and I have mine.”

Mrs. Kharzina scoops up a medium-sized box in yellow tissue paper, with a blue bow, and dangles it in front of Inga.

The ten lines end here. A few more follow to finish the scene.

“Your young man sent this. If Yuriy’s just your penpal who happens to be a man, he wouldn’t send you such a nice-sized Christmas present.”

Inga sets it off to the side and reaches for the present she bought her babushka. “You and Dedushka should open your gifts first. You’re my elders.”

Ginny and his parents commence unwrapping their presents while Inga watches. America still seems like a land of great material wealth, even in wartime and compared against the old money she was raised in. People in a destitute country wouldn’t have the money to afford jewelry, cameras, hardcover books, records, upscale clothes, and silverware. She wonders how many ration coupons they cost, though her grandparents have more disposable income since they only had one child, and Ginny has been a bachelor for years. Inga only had her modest income from the boutique for presents, and bought a green crocheted coin purse for her babushka, a green drinking glass with an interesting shape and texture for her dedushka, and a blue ceramic candy dish for Ginny.

“Now you must start opening your presents,” Mrs. Kharzina insists. “I always thought my grandchild would have her first Christmas as a baby, but it’s never too late to start.”

Celebrating Valentino-related snippets from my books on Rudy’s 97th Jahrzeit

To mark Rudy Valentino’s 97th Jahrzeit (death anniversary), I decided to feature some snippets from various of my books where he’s mentioned. One of the Easter eggs you’ll find in just about all of my books set in the 1920s and afterwards is at least one reference to Rudy. He was such a special person, beautiful both inside and out, and taken from that lifetime far too soon.

You can read longer excerpts from Chapter 23 of The Twelfth Time, “Death of Valentino,” here and here.

Sparky inspected the posters. “I’ve seen some of these people at the movies, except the man in the headdress. He has very deep eyes.”

“You haven’t seen him because he’s been dead for almost twelve years. This is Rudolph Valentino, a famous moviestar from the Twenties. He died when he was only thirty-one, before movies had sound. I was born on the anniversary of his death, and my middle name would’ve been Rudolph had I been a boy. My aunt Lucinda gave me my middle name. She still wanted to honor him in some way, so she found another seven-letter name that started with R, Rebecca.”

“Can you help me find some sheet music, Sir?” Cinni asked. “I’m interested in songs about Rudolph Valentino from the Twenties. He’s my namesake, and I like collecting stuff related to him.”

He responded in a British accent, though continued looking right at Conny. “Is your name Rudolphina?”

“My middle name woulda been Rudolph if I was a boy. When I turned out a girl, my aunt chose Rebecca as a replacement, since it also starts with R and has seven letters. I have lots of posters and photos of Valentino, but no sheet music yet.”

“Miss, I found four songs for you,” Tom called.

Cinni went towards him and took the sheet music, “The Sheik of Araby,” “That Night in Araby,” “There’s a New Star in Heaven Tonight,” and “We Will Meet at the End of the Trail.” Each had a different picture of Rudolph Valentino on the cover.

Jakob fell onto his knees and hugged Rachel’s legs, resting his head against her soft midsection, the way he remembered Rudolph Valentino doing it in one of the silent films Ruud had taken him to see at the film festivals they used to frequent. He felt like a happy little boy when Rachel gently stroked his hair.

“Isn’t it a regular habit of yours to pine for unattainable men?”

“There’s nothing unhealthy about having a crush on someone.”

“What about these?” The lawyer holds up Anastasiya’s two cosmographs.

Anastasiya gasps. “Where did you get those!”

“They’re not the originals. I have my ways.”

“What normal bachelorette has never had unrequited passion for a high-profile man?”

“It’s one thing to put up posters and photographs of your dream men on your walls, and another to make cosmographs like this!”

“I’m not on trial here! And last time I checked, millions of women are also madly in love with Rudy Valentino, and my crush on Grand Duke Dmitriy dates back to when I was a young girl!”

“Those other women don’t make cosmographs of themselves being kissed and embraced by the two men in question. I think we all know now you suffer from delusions, though your delusions are harmless and not enough to have you put away. You may step down.”

“Anastasiya wanted my head on a platter after I gave a bad review to her belovèd Rudy’s latest venture,” Viktoriya chortles, tossing crème de menthe chocolates down her throat. “God, that movie was so awful. After two years away from the screen, you’d think he’d make his return with something a lot better than an overlong, boring costume drama. I could barely keep track of who was who with all those damn powdered wigs and costumes. I understand he was trying to make a point about being true to oneself and image not being everything, but whatever noble theme he was going for got lost in all that damn wig powder.”

“Who do you like more lately, Dmitriy or Rudy?” Viktoriya taunts her. “I’d pick the grand duke over the actor, after that godawful costume drama I had to suffer through. Who finds a guy handsome in a powdered wig and seventeenth century outfit?”

“You little brat, you’re going to pay for that!”

Viktoriya laughs as Anastasiya gets up to chase after her and trips over her high heels and long skirts. “You’re probably the only woman in America under thirty who still walks around in clothes our grandmothers wore.”

Viktoriya shrieks with laughter as she picks up the form and gets an eyeful of the name Anastasiya printed. Katrin looks over her shoulder and starts laughing too.

“What? So what if I didn’t name him after my father or brother and used Russian names instead of Estonian ones? They’re perfectly respectable names.”

“How did we know you’d do something so silly and embarrassing?” Viktoriya asks. “This poor kid will be teased so much when he enters school and other kids find out whom he’s named after.”

“It’s not like they’re the only two people in the world with those names! And it’s in indelible ink, so there’s no changing the name. All you need to do is file it, and we can move on to finding a priest to baptize him.”

“What are you talking about?” Mrs. Oswald asks.

“Princess Anastasiya named her baby Dmitriy Rudolf Voroshilov,” Katrin laughs. “I’m sure you can guess the namesakes.”

Mrs. Oswald starts laughing too. Anastasiya waves her hand dismissively at them and retreats back to her room.

“Instead of being named after your vanaisa and uncle, your namesakes are Grand Duke Dmitriy Pavlovich and Rudolph Valentino,” Katrin says to the baby, struggling to contain her laughter. “At least your mother had the sense to name you for someone and give you names that mean something to her instead of randomly selecting a name.”

“Lyuba did dream Nastya’s kid was named Dmitriy Rudolf,” Viktoriya says. “She dreamt the kid would be left-handed, and so far he mostly sucks his left thumb. We’ll see over time if the rest of her dream comes true, that this kid grows up to marry a future daughter of hers and that she loses the use of her right arm.”

“In addition to tuberculosis, she also has pleurisy,” Dr. Winter continues.

Lyuba shrieks, flashing back to that mob scene at the Frank Campbell Funeral Home and the tragic sight inside. “Pleurisy! That’s what killed Valentino!”

“I wish you were right, but sometimes people remember things that happened before the usual age of memory if they’re traumatic enough,” Darya says. “My first memory is Rudolph Valentino’s wake a month before my second birthday. I can’t remember any details beyond all those screaming, sobbing women, lots of police, broken windows, and Valentino lying dead in a coffin, so pale, sad, and thin. I swear I really remember this and amn’t just saying I do because I’ve heard our family talking about it or saw pictures.”

Happy Halloween!

Happy Halloween! This year’s Halloween-themed excerpt for the holiday comes from Chapter 95, “Andrey Opens the Door,” from Vol. IV of Journey Through a Dark Forest. It’s set in 1945.

Lyuba frets as Darya shuts her suitcase on Halloween morning and heads downstairs. “Are you absolutely sure you want to go a co-ed party Lika’s throwing instead of enjoying Halloween with your family? Look how nicely we decorated the house! You don’t have anything in common with those co-eds, and don’t know them. If you’re worried about men at an unchaperoned party, I’m sure Andryusha will be the only fellow there. Men are really hard to find on campuses these days.”

“It’ll be nice to meet other people my age and get out to do more things. I have to see what campus is like eventually, since I hope to resume my studies, and I want the school closest to home.”

“What will you do with yourself on Thursday and Friday while Lika’s at class? Walk around a strange, large city you don’t know, or wander around a strange campus? What if you get lost, or someone assaults my darling miracle baby?”

“The worst has already happened. A change of scenery will do me good.”

“Since when do you want to go to university so soon? You insisted you couldn’t bear to do that, and now you’re envisioning a near future as a co-ed?”

“It’s not healthy to only interact with family and close friends. I need more outside interests and friends. Whoever heard of a well-adjusted twenty-one-year old still living at home, without a real outside life? Even if I never marry, I deserve my own life.”

Lyuba gently smiles. “Don’t discount the thought of marriage. I once spurned the thought of marriage and motherhood myself, as a reaction against what happened to me, but the right man healed my heart. Perhaps your own future husband is closer than you realize, and he’ll wash away those disgusting memories of that degenerate on the train. After what you went through, you deserve a loving husband, a beautiful wedding, and darling children.”

“No, I’m quite sure I never want any man touching my body.”

“If it’s the right man, you’ll want him to touch you. Trust me on this.”

Darya shakes her head and continues out the door to the waiting wagon. She smiles at her father, and doesn’t attempt to contradict him when he goes on and on about how she’ll miss their family while she’s away for five days, and that she’s not cut out for campus life, or life away from her family period. Once his mind is made up, it’s very hard to convince him otherwise. If he happens to be right, the worst that can happen is Darya will decide campus life isn’t for her, and return home none the worst for wear.

***

Darya pulls into the depot at 3:00, on-edge from travelling by herself on a train for the first time since that incident with the degenerate. She’s shaking as she grabs her suitcase and rushes off the train in search of Andrey and Anzhelika.

“Over here, zaychik,” Andrey calls. “How do you like me in uniform?”

Darya smiles when she sees Andrey in an old Army dress blue uniform. Anzhelika is dressed as a milkmaid. A lot of people are smiling at Andrey and saluting him, blissfully unaware this is a Halloween costume and that he got out of the war without a scratch.

“I got it at a consignment shop the other day. It’s from between the wars, when uniforms were a bit more fancy. I really feel bad for not serving and doing my part to save you and Liivi.”

“You look very nice in uniform, though I hope you don’t wear it everywhere to trick people into giving you better service and more respect. Eventually, decent people will have to realize not everyone was meant to be a soldier.”

Darya follows them onto a streetcar and lets Andrey carry her suitcase when they unboard near campus. She looks around in wonder, absorbing all the sights and sounds. This is nothing next to the Sorbonne, but it’s a big university.

“This is my home, Sanford Hall,” Anzhelika says, indicating a Colonial-style building. “Andryusha lives in Pioneer Hall. I suspect we’ll have to find an off-campus apartment when we’re graduate students. Andryusha will be safer from mean comments in his own home, and for all the new students will know, he’s a returning GI.”

“Lika’s house mother knows you’ll be staying here for a few days,” Andrey says. “She doesn’t know you have tuberculosis.”

“Good. Someday that damned disease will disappear.” Darya steps into the building and identifies herself to the house mother sitting behind a desk, then signs herself in as a guest.

“You’re friends with the draft-dodger?” the house mother asks disdainfully.

“Of course. We’ve been neighbors our entire lives, and I’m only three months younger than Andryusha and Lika. He’s too much of an intellectual to survive the military. It’s a marvel his father survived seven months in a Siberian labor camp, since they’re so similar.”

The house mother makes a dismissive face as they continue on to Anzhelika’s room.

“I hope you’re not too disappointed there won’t be any guys but Andrey at this party,” Anzhelika says as Darya looks around and starts unpacking. “Men are hard to come by here. I’m sure Andryusha isn’t the only fellow with a student deferment, but the only other guys I know of are 4-Fs, much-older students, fellows with families or important jobs, medical students, and guys in the V-12 Navy program.”

“Oh, no, I’m not interested in men. Just between us, as much as I want children, I’ll probably be an old maid, or have a celibate marriage and adopt kids.”

“You’re not interested in marriage?” Andrey tries to put on his best poker face. “Perhaps we can talk about this in psychotherapy. I hope you’re not scared off marriage because someone hurt you worse than we already know about.”

“It’s not important. Something bad happened to me a long time ago, which I don’t want to discuss. It’s too personal and upsetting.”

“Of course. I hope eventually you feel safe enough to bring it up when I’m counseling you. I hate the idea of our zaychik being hurt like that.”

After Andrey is gone, Darya takes out her Halloween costume, a dark blue Victorian-style gown sweeping the floor, with long sleeves, a high neckline, a four-tiered skirt, buttons up the back, and a wide sash. Only a serious, modest costume will do.

“I can’t believe I have the body to wear this,” Darya says as Anzhelika helps her into the dress. “Six months ago, I was a bag of bones, an ageless, sexless hag. Now I look like a woman again.”

“Are you sure you don’t want a boyfriend? It’s been so long since you were abused on that train, and the right man won’t force anything on you.”

“Even if that hadn’t happened to me, there’s still the last few years. Who’d want such damaged merchandise? Normal men want normal women. Don’t try to use the example of my parents. They were both scarred inside.”

“You never know. The right man might surprise you and appear when you least expect it.”

***

Darya holds Anzhelika’s hand as they set out for the campus center that evening. As they’re walking, she keeps imagining this campus becoming her campus and starting her university education all over again, better late than never. She has no illusions about her Sorbonne classes transferring, since she never completed that first semester. True to Anzhelika’s word, there are very few men apart from professors and employees. This could almost be Tatyana’s alma mater Barnard.

The room in the campus center is decorated with die-cut skeletons, lanterns shaped like devils, black cats, jack-o-lanterns, and skulls, candy containers in the shape of scarecrows and jack-o-lanterns, cut-out bats and spiders on the walls, a display of Halloween greeting cards, a die-cut orange moon with owls and leaves in the forefront, and streamers with black cats, pumpkins, and skeletons. Anzhelika’s friends include a clown, witch, American Indian, pirate, Renaissance princess, Pilgrim, fairy, and Bohemian. Darya lets Anzhelika introduce her to everyone, grateful Anzhelika isn’t telling them her true story. All these women know is Darya was in Paris during the war, studied at the Sorbonne briefly, and had her education interrupted by the Nazis.

“What would you like to do first?” Anzhelika asks. “We have bobbing for apples, fortunetelling, cutting a fortune cake, floating a walnut boat, telling ghost stories, and a Ouija board.”

“Cake, please.”

Darya grabs the knife and cuts into a cake with raspberry icing, trying not to cut an overly large piece so she won’t make a bad first impression. She plunges her fork into the cake until she hits the baked-in charm, a ring.

“Marriage within a year!” Anzhelika proclaims. “Before long, you’ll have your pick of eligible bachelors. All the men will be coming home soon, and it won’t take much to turn their heads after being deprived of women for so long.”

Andrey stands back as his sister and the other guests cut into the cake and discover a horseshoe, penny, bells, fleur de lis, anchor, castle, crown, heart, and kite. He’s left with the last slice, which contains a flower.

“New love is blossoming,” Anzhelika interprets.

“With whom?” the fairy laughs. “Maybe your brother will find a college widow or a sad old maid who can’t get any other man. How damn emasculating, to have to marry a much-older woman. The only younger guy I ever dated was just six months younger, and even that felt odd and unnatural.”

The clown hands out dry crusts of bread, giving none to Andrey. “If you eat this at night, any wish you make on it will come true. And if you sleep with your pajamas inside-out, you’ll dream of your future husband. That’s easier than walking backwards out the door at night, picking grass, and putting it under your pillow.”

Andrey stands back as the ladies proceed with fortunetelling and bobbing for apples. He represses his urge to lecture them on how the Ouija board isn’t scientific, knowing full well they won’t care. He’s only here as a sympathy guest because he’s Anzhelika’s twin. At the end of the party, he hangs off in the shadows as Anzhelika’s friends go off to their various dormitories before curfew.

“Now I see what you meant,” Darya whispers. “It was easy for me to condemn you in the abstract, but not after I saw how all this criticism really affects you. You’re a good person, even if you haven’t served.” She hands him her bread. “You deserve to make a really nice wish and have it come true. I don’t know what I’d wish for other than to be normal again.”

“No, you deserve a nice wish too. Maybe you can wish you’ll find a sweetheart soon. I don’t believe in fortunetelling, but you never know if something might come true. I really hope your fortune in the cake comes true.” Andrey tears the crust in half and gives the other piece to Darya. “Sweet dreams. I hope you get whatever you wish for, and maybe even dream of your future husband.”