Happy Halloween!

Happy Halloween! This year, my full Halloween excerpt comes from Chapter 48, “Hopeful Halloween,” of the book formerly known as The Very Last. It’s set in 1940, and is Cinni’s first Halloween since losing her father in August.

Upon arising on the morning of Halloween, Cinni rolled out of bed and trudged over to her wardrobe. Though her grief was still too raw and fresh for her to conjure up the usual excitement and joy she felt on this fun holiday, she couldn’t not celebrate Halloween with her friends. If she failed to appear in costume, go trick-or-treating, or host tonight’s party, Violet would scheme to take advantage of her weaknesses.

Cinni rifled through all the clothes in her wardrobe and found nothing that might be suitable for a last-minute costume. A thorough search of the closet also yielded nothing that looked at all costumey. There were always the hideous Little Bo Peep church dresses and the equally-ridiculous cartwheel hats, bicep-high gloves, layers of petticoats, and Edwardian button-up boots, but Cinni wasn’t quite that desperate she’d voluntarily suit herself back up into one of those abominations if she could help it.

“Don’t you have a costume?” Sparky asked as she changed behind the dressing screen. “You can borrow some of my clothes if you can’t find anything. I’ll help you turn them into a real costume. The right outfit and accessories will make you look like a Gypsy or princess.”

“Halloween is a pagan holiday,” Sam muttered. “Perhaps Cinni wants to save her soul from being consigned to the flames of Hell better late than never.”

Cinni glared at her. “I had much more important things to think about since my daddy died than what I was gonna wear for Halloween. Thanks for the offer, Spark, but I don’t think I’d fit into any of your clothes unless I squeezed myself into several girdles and corsets.”

“What about face paint?” Sparky asked. “You could make yourself into a creature like a Vampyre or leopard with the right design.”

Cinni shook her head. “I don’t have any face paint, and I don’t think anyone else in this house has it either.” She smarted with longing for the once taken for granted happiness that now seemed so far away when Sparky emerged in a traditional French costume.

“Do you have any oversized trousers, big shoes, a bowler, and a boy’s suit coat? You could dress as Charlie Chaplin.”

Cinni sighed. “I wish I could, but a comedian is the last thing I wanna dress up as at this time in my life. It would feel like a cruel mockery reminding me of everything I’ve lost.”

She went through her bureau drawer by drawer. An increasing sense of panic set in as she still failed to find anything either resembling a costume or befitting a mood of mourning. The forty days might be over, but that didn’t mean their cessation had caused an immediate shift in her state of mind. Melancholia and mourning didn’t magically fade away on command based on arbitrary schedules.

Finally, at the bottom of the last drawer, it miraculously appeared. A very baggy black, floor-length velvet robe with a hood and long, voluminous sleeves. She had no memory of buying this or receiving it as a gift, nor did she have any idea why she would’ve wanted it or who could’ve given it to her. All that mattered was that the most perfect costume had just materialized before her, as though her father’s ghost had conjured it up for just this purpose.

“I can be the Grim Reaper!” Cinni exclaimed. “It’s the perfect costume for a period of mourning! As soon as I’m dressed, I’ll go out to the barn to grab a scythe.”

“A real scythe?” Sparky asked. “Won’t you get in trouble for carrying that into school?”

Cinni pulled the robe out of the drawer and stood up, holding it against herself. “Mr. R. throws a lot of rules out the window on Halloween. Ralphie’s brothers and Harry’s brother dressed up as gangsters a few times and used real guns as props, and Mr. R. didn’t give ’em detention. There are also a lot of people dressing up like Robin Hood and bringing a real bow and arrows. One of the reasons I love Halloween is ’cause you get to play with a different identity for a day and do things you might not ordinarily do as your usual self.”

She lay the robe on the bed and raced into one of the black dresses Lucinda had made with all that fabric from New York, then pulled on bicep-high black gloves and long black socks held in place with black and white garters. While Sparky looked herself over in the mirror and brushed her hair, Cinni fed and watered her guinea pigs and parrots. Once her animals were taken care of, she sat back down to put on her black riding boots. She asked Sparky to take her schoolbag downstairs before opening the door to the outside staircase.

Cinni made sure to hold up the hem of the robe as she went down the stairs, though her usual instinct was to scamper down steps as fast as possible and even jump down several steps in one bound. When she touched down on the grass, she raced towards the barn, still holding up the robe so she wouldn’t trip over it.

She made her way around piles of pumpkins, squash, apples, and carrots, looking down to make sure she didn’t step in cow or goat manure. With any luck, her family’s financial fortunes would soon turn around just as they had done after the worst years of the Depression, and they wouldn’t need to grow so much of their own food and keep farm animals.

Cinni grabbed a scythe off the wall and made her way back inside. Her mother shrieked when she saw what was in her hand.

“What in the world are you doing with that, or don’t I want to know?”

“It’s a prop for my Halloween costume. I can’t be the Grim Reaper without a scythe. No one would know who I am. It’s like being a jester without the funny hat.”

“All Halloween costumes are the work of the Devil,” Urma pontificated over her drab grey gruel. “Everyone who wears one is bound for Hell.”

“The Bible doesn’t say anything about Halloween,” Babs said. “You’re welcome to believe whatever you want, but you can’t honestly claim most of your beliefs come from the Bible. They’re based on the bizarre commentaries and misinterpretations of a so-called minister who belongs in the loonybin.”

Cinni propped the scythe against a wall and took a seat between Babs, who was dressed as a cowgirl, and Elmira, who wore the usual frou-frou princess dress that barely looked different from her normal daily attire. “He also belongs in prison for picking your lock and breaking into your apartment.”

Urma glowered at her. “He had to do that to save my soul and Samantha’s soul. God told him so.”

“Religious fanatics always justify their nuttiness by claiming they heard God’s voice,” Babs said. “I don’t know why you always try to convert us when we’ve made it abundantly clear we’ll never share your beliefs.”

Cinni piled her plate high with pumpkin pancakes, bacon, scrambled eggs, and apple cider doughnuts. She filled her glass almost to the brim with spiced apple cider.

“Do you intend to go trick-or-treating with that scythe too?” Widow Filliard asked.

“I have two hands, don’t I?” Cinni shovelled an overflowing forkful of pancakes into her mouth. “When I have to hold my bag open for candy, I’ll put the scythe under my arm. It ain’t like I’m carrying a loaded machine gun or flamethrower.”

“I wouldn’t let you leave the house if you had one of those things.” Widow Filliard cut her scrambled eggs. “I’d also have many questions for you about where you got them and how you smuggled them into the house without my knowing.”

“All things considered, Cinni’s costume, prop and all, is very appropriate for this time in our lives,” Lucinda said. “Unlike certain other people at this table, she hasn’t jumped right from mourning to celebration without missing a beat.”

Stacy, dressed as a flamenco dancer, gave her aunt a dismissive look. “This ain’t the Victorian era. Modern people have no rules about how long they’re supposed to wear black and when they can start wearing what colors.” She took a huge bite of a doughnut and continued talking with her mouth full. “I’d feel like I was in prison if I was forced to wear black for an entire year and couldn’t wear any normal, happy colors for another two or three years.”

“No one is asking or expecting you to restrict yourself like that,” Widow Filliard said. “But there’s a lot of happy medium between wearing black for the rest of your life and never doing anything celebratory again, and jumping right back into normal life as soon as possible after your father died.”

Stacy clenched her fists and resumed eating in silence.

“Mr. Malspur said I could have today off work,” Babs said. “He wants me to have fun at the Halloween party and feel like a normal teenager again for a little while.  He won’t deduct anything from my paycheck for the missed hours.”

“I can’t wait till I’m old enough for the school party and dance.” Cinni put two more doughnuts on her plate. “It’s nice to have a private party with just my buddies, but the one at school is so much bigger, with lots more stuff to do, and a bigger space.”

“Halloween parties are sinful, no matter where they are and how big they are,” Sam said. “Why do you want to call up the Devil?”

“That ain’t what happens at any normal Halloween party,” Babs said. “If you’ve never been to one, you have no authority to speak with pretended authority about them. Maybe someday you’ll drop the fundamentalism and be a modern girl again.”

“Samantha knows what’ll happen to her if she ever dares stray from the one true path,” Urma said without looking up from her gruel. “She’ll never be part of your sinful lifestyle.”

Widow Filliard broke her slices of bacon in half and dipped them in the pool of maple syrup on her plate. “That’s more than enough of this topic. Lucy, what kind of candy did you get for the trick-or-treaters?”

“I bought several dozen boxes of candybars and Cracker Jack at Woolworth’s,” Lucinda said. “I also got one box each of Milky Ways, Mars bars, and Snickers just for us. Cinni, you know the rules about taking your fair share of family candy and leaving enough for everyone else.”

Cinni took a huge bite of a doughnut. “I’ve got plenty of my own candy. You don’t gotta worry I’ll hog yours.”

“Can you also promise you’ll be very careful with that scythe?” Widow Filliard asked. “I don’t want to hear any reports from Wilton or your teachers about you using it as a weapon or being careless.”

“Of course I’ll be careful. The last thing I want on Halloween is to get detention or be sent to reform school.” Cinni speared her last chunk of cut pancakes. “One way or another, I’ll prove to you I really am growing up and becoming more mature than you give me credit for.”

As soon as breakfast concluded, Cinni dumped her tableware in the sink, grabbed the scythe, and ran out to the bus, ignoring her mother’s nagging about how she’d been wearing boots in the house. Though Cinni was proud of herself for having thought of such a clever, perfect last-minute costume, she nevertheless looked upon the other people at the bus stop with jealousy for how they got to wear more cheerful costumes that had doubtless been planned and bought or made weeks in advance.

Violet was Scarlett O’Hara, with a red hoopskirt so wide Cinni wondered if she’d be able to clear any doors, sit in any chairs, or use the lavatory; Mandy was Heidi, with her long wavy brown hair tied up in braids; Tina was a Bohemian girl with giant silver hoop earrings almost touching her shoulders; Lotta wore a witch’s hat and a black cape over a black bathing suit leaving almost nothing to the imagination; Jane was a cigarette girl with a black dress barely meeting the fingertip rule, straps instead of sleeves, and a neckline dangerously close to showing cleavage; Robert was a priest in a long black cassock and a giant pectoral cross necklace that must’ve come from his family’s pre-Methodist years; John was a very dapper Dracula in a black cape with red trim; Terri wore her father’s old Army uniform from the last war, with the pant legs rolled and pinned up, and her long curly dirty-blonde hair tucked up under the field cap; and Gyll was an Arab sheik.

Bronia, Filipa, Czesław, Krzyś, Zbigniew, and Izaak were dressed in various types of Polish national costumes, while Józef was dressed as Copernicus, one of Poland’s greatest native sons. Six-year-old Cyprian was dressed like Frédéric Chopin, another of the most famous Poles in history, though if Cinni hadn’t known whom he was supposed to be, she would’ve assumed he was wearing a suit from the Romantic period instead of depicting one specific person.

“I love your costume, Cinni!” Tina enthused. “Where did you find it, or did your aunt make it?”

“That’s the strangest thing of all. It just appeared in my bottom drawer, as if by magic. I have no memory of ever buying it or getting it as a gift. If I didn’t know better, I’d think my daddy’s ghost put it there.”

“However it got there, it’s absolutely marvellous. You always outdo yourself in fulfilling Point Number One on the Most Popular Girl Contract by looking good in everything, even costumes, pajamas, and loungewear.”

Violet made no attempt to hide her snickers. “Seems to me someone’s tryna butter up Cinni so her rank can rise at the next Contract Renewal. I never talk like that to Cinni and flatter her in a cartoonish way.”

Cinni put her free hand on Tina’s shoulder. “And that’s why you’re still floundering at almost the very bottom of the chart, ’cause you never curry favor with me or respect my exalted position with the full honor it commands. Maybe if you made a sincere attempt to be more like Tina, you’d find yourself being promoted slowly but surely too. I know a phony compliment when I hear one, and that wasn’t what Tina’s comment was like at all.” She dropped her schoolbag and lunchbox at Violet’s feet. “You can put yourself to some good use today by carrying this. It’ll be hard to cart ’em around when I have to carry a scythe and walk in something trailing the floor.”

Violet glowered at her as she picked them up.

“Your pretty purple eyes might freeze like that if you keep making ugly faces, and then no boys will be interested in you when we’re old enough for dating.” Under the safety of the hood, Cinni gave a fleeting glance to Barry standing with Gary. Her heart raced when he returned the look. She wished she could openly smile at him and hold his hand like Julieanna did with Harry, but their relationship had to stay secret until they were absolutely certain it was safe to go public.

“That’s an old wives’ tale,” Violet retorted. “Someone as smart as you must know that.”

Cinni fixed her with a bemused look. “Did you really just say that to me when you swallowed the rock story hook, line, and sinker?”

Violet turned a thousand shades of red and hurried towards the approaching bus.

“What’s the rock story?” Sparky asked.

“A really stupid, unscientific explanation for lady days.” Cinni kept her voice down to avoid any of the boys overhearing. “She thinks the blood is caused by rocks falling from female organs.”

Sparky and Tina burst out laughing.

“You have no worry about a silly little upstart like that ever stealing your crown,” Tina said as they went up the bus steps. “Violet’s too dumb to launch a successful scheme against you, and if she somehow did, we’d all have your back.”

Cinni made her way to the back of the bus and nabbed a window seat on the left side. During the entire ride to school, she thrilled at the frightened, horrified looks of younger kids who saw her costume. Even Mr. Robinson slightly stepped back and avoided eye contact when she came through the front doors of school and helped herself to five pieces of candy in his huge bag. Of all the Halloween costumes she’d ever worn, this one was definitely the most powerful and awe-inspiring by far. She probably wouldn’t have worn it if she weren’t in a period of mourning, but it was impossible to turn back the clock on Fate. Even dark moments had their unexpected snatches of blessing and light shining through.

***

As soon as sixth period gym class ended, Cinni changed back into her costume at lighting speed, grabbed her scythe, and ran for the playground. Since Violet was taking so long in maneuvering herself back into the impossibly wide hoopskirt and tight bodice, Laura took charge of carrying Cinni’s schoolbag and lunchbox in addition to her own.

“Thanks, Laur,” Cinni said as Kit and Julieanna unfurled a blanket underneath a very tall red oak tree with beautifully orange and bright red leaves. “You’re a real pal. Doing favors for me without being asked or expected to will help you advance up the ranks next time I reorganize ’em. Unlike Violet, you know how to get ahead by legitimate means.”

“It’s just the right thing to do, regardless of rewards,” Laura said. “I’m not tryna qualify myself for sainthood or jump up the chart.”

“That’s another thing I like about you. You do good things just because all the time and even go outta your way to help people when you didn’t have to.” Cinni propped her scythe against the tree and lowered herself onto the blanket. “Speaking of helping, how’d you like to come over to my house after school? I need a couple of assistants for some last-minute preparations for the Halloween party.”

“Oh, Cinni, it’d be an honor!” Laura took a seat beside her. “I’ll do whatever you need me to do. Who else is coming?”

Cinni looked around at her friends, though she already knew who she wanted to ask. “Sparky of course, and Kitty, Gayle, Tina, Mickey, and Maxie.”

“Can’t I help too?” Julieanna asked. “I’m really good at putting parties together, and I really want to prove I’m worthy of moving back up the chart. You said I have potential.”

Violet appeared over the horizon, waddling more than walking as her huge hoopskirt swayed back and forth. “I didn’t realize these things are so hard to walk in. Vivien Leigh made it look so easy in the movie.”

“That’s ’cause all her costumes had much smaller hoopskirts than yours,” Kit said. “That thing you’re wearing is like an over the top parody of what women actually wore in those days.”

Violet gave her a dirty look and picked up her pace. A few seconds later, she tripped over the long hoopskirt dragging along the ground and fell flat on her face. Everyone burst out laughing. When Violet tried to pull herself back up, she tripped again and fell even harder, which resulted in more laughter. Growling, she crawled the remaining distance to her friends.

“I never do embarrassing stuff like that,” Julieanna said. “Please say I can come over to your house and help you, Cinni. I’m serious about advancement.”

Cinni considered the matter. She dared not publicly admit she was only asking for help because she hadn’t done one thing to prepare for the party in advance. Only the most trustworthy people could be recruited as her assistants. If the wrong person blabbed about her unpreparedness and word got around to Violet, that would be disastrous. Julieanna loved gossip and wasn’t the brightest bulb in the box, but she was stronger and more intelligent than she usually gave the impression of. Kit wouldn’t have chosen Julieanna as her best friend if she were a total lightweight. Deep down, Cinni also cared for her very much, even if they’d probably never be the closest of friends.

“Alright, Julie, you can come along too, but no one else.” Cinni bit into an apple cider doughnut. “Too many cooks spoil the broth, and this ain’t a group activity meant for everyone. That’s what my party itself is for.”

Julieanna turned into a huge smile. “Thank you so much! I’ll be as helpful as I can be and do anything you ask me.” She took a sip from her Thermos. “But please don’t think I only wanna do this to butter you up. I really am sincere about wanting to become better friends and prove my worthiness for a better rank.”

“Can I come too?” Violet asked.

Cinni smirked at her. “You don’t even know what you’re volunteering for. You joined us after the conversation began. To answer your question, of course you ain’t invited. You’d be bored stiff setting up tables and pouring drinks.”

“I live right next door,” Violet wheedled. “I’d be happy to help. You need to quit treating me like your enemy and more like your friend. Deep down, I know you like me more than you admit.”

“Maybe so, but that doesn’t mean I want you tagging along to something only intended for my closest friends. If I was gonna invite anyone else, it’d be Harry.”

Harry looked up from his ketchup and cheese sandwich on stale bread. “Do you really mean that, Cinni?”

“You’re my next-best male friend after Maxie, and it doesn’t seem right to invite your girlfriend but not you. Sure, you can come too.”

Violet spent the rest of lunch muttering under her breath, while her friends discussed what kind of candy they most wanted to get from trick-or-treating and what they were most looking forward to at Cinni’s party. Cinni made mental notes of everything that was expected of tonight’s festivities. Somehow, someway, she’d pull off her responsibilities to host the yearly Halloween party, no matter how much of a last-minute scramble it involved.

***

Cinni dashed down the back steps of the bus when the doors opened at the curb by her house. She and her assistants were already at the front door while Violet was still waddling up the walkway to her own house, the humongous hoopskirt swaying from side to side as though it had a mind of its own. Violet also frequently stopped to catch her breath.

“What a stupid costume,” Cinni said loudly enough for Violet to overhear. “I don’t remember one woman in that movie who wore such a cartoonish hoopskirt, nor have I ever seen any pictures of a dress like that. She’s also liable to break some ribs and squash her organs with such a tight bodice.”

“You know Violet, never using her brain.” Kit spoke even more loudly and directed her voice in Violet’s direction. “I’ll give her credit for being smarter than she seems, but she’s still nowhere near as smart as us.”

“Her costumes are usually a lot more practical, as silly as they are,” Gayle continued, also speaking loudly. “I saw a bunch of other girls dressed like Scarlett, and they all had normal hoopskirts.”

Violet threw a nasty look in their direction before she finally reached her door. Mandy had beat her inside by several minutes.

“She’d best not knock anything over and break it with that goofy thing tonight,” Cinni said. “I don’t want her spilling anything that stains either. Violet didn’t think this costume through when she asked her seamstress to make it, or she didn’t have the sense to demand a more realistic version.”

Cinni opened the door and led her friends into the living room, which was thankfully unoccupied. She leaned her scythe against a wall and had a seat on the middle of the davenport. Sparky and Kit sat on either side of her, while Gayle and Max took the loveseat and Laura, Mickey, Harry, and Julieanna sat in chairs.

“I have a little confession,” Cinni said in a low voice. “I didn’t wanna admit this in front of Violet, but I ain’t done nothing to prepare for tonight’s party. That was the last thing on my mind during my daddy’s mourning period.”

“Why didn’t you tell us earlier?” Julieanna asked. “We woulda been happy to help you with anything you needed. You shouldn’t feel like you’re too proud to admit you need more help than you let on.”

“I know mosta you are kind, decent people who want to help ’cause you’re my friends, not outta charity, but I can’t forget the memory of the worst years of the Depression. So many people still believe asking for assistance is a moral failing, a shameful disgrace, and that charity should only be given for the shortest time possible. I think that’s a load of Victorian bunk, but people like Violet and her father have very different ideas.”

“Who cares what Violet and a few other ninnies think?” Kit scoffed. “All the rest of us are more than happy to help your family with whatever you need. Just tell us exactly what you need us to do, and we’ll set to work getting things ready for the party.”

“First we need to make the food. There’s a binder in my room with recipes from magazines. The Halloween recipes are in their own section. Sparky, you can fetch it. You’ll find it on the bottom of my bookshelf. Max and Harry can lug down the boxes of decorations, centerpieces, tablecloths, and napkins in the attic. I hope we can pull this together before trick-or-treating.”

“Leave it to us, and we’ll take care of everything,” Mickey promised. “Many hands make light work, like my folks say. No one will have any reason to suspect we threw this together at the last minute.”

***

Shortly after 6:00, with the living room fully decorated and tables set with everything but food, Cinni, Sparky, and Tina set out for trick-or-treating with the Polańskis, the Hurwiczes, and the Lerners. Elżbieta was the Statue of Liberty, and Eleonora was Marie Curie.

“Ain’t you gonna wait up for me?” Violet called. “You always start out without me.”

“And you ain’t gotten the hint yet?” Cinni asked. “Even if we wanted to go with you, you’d slow us down with that stupid costume.”

“It ain’t like I’m crippled.” Violet stood up straighter and immediately gasped for breath. “Maybe I did make a mistake by being too historically accurate, but fashion and beauty come before comfort.”

“That’s not historically accurate or true to the movie at all,” Tina said. “Name me one scene where Scarlett fell on her face from tripping on her skirts or struggled to get through a door. She also didn’t have onea them dangerously tiny waists, despite wearing a corset.”

“I ain’t wearing a corset,” Violet retorted. “This is a bodice a couple of sizes too small, with the laces drawn as tight as possible.”

“So it’s a corset by any other name, just worn on the outside,” Cinni said. “If you were serious about wanting a historically accurate costume, you shoulda done better research. Some lessons have to be learnt the hard way.”

Violet glowered at her and proceeded up the street with little mincey baby steps. Everyone stared at her, and several children and their mothers laughed.

“Are you sure we’ll really get lots and lots of candy just for wearing costumes and saying ‘Trick or treat’?” Zbigniew asked. “It seems too good to be true.”

“That’s exactly what happens,” Cinni said. “You’ve really missed out all these years.”

“Not everyone gives candy.” Tina wrinkled her face. “There’s a really weird dentist, Brandon H. Phillips, who lives next door to my best friend. He gives toothbrushes and apples instead of candy. At least some people give fun stuff like yo-yos and Chinese puzzle boxes. But of course, the best thing to get besides candy is money. One year someone gave us real silver dollars.”

Cinni bounded up the path to the Vallis’ house next door and rang the bell. She cackled at the horrified look on Mr. Valli’s face and how he stepped backwards when he saw her costume.

“It’s just me, Mr. V. Did you really believe the Grim Reaper was about to harvest your soul? You’re only forty and healthy as far as I know.” Cinni typically thought anyone over thirty was irreparably ancient, but since her father had been taken away at age forty-seven, her perspective had started to shift.

“No, but I didn’t expect to see such a foreboding costume.” Mr. Valli extended a bowl heaped high with 5th Avenue bars, wrapped caramels, and Goldenberg’s Peanut Chews. “You can each take two. Don’t try to be greedy and sneaky by absconding with more. This candy has to feed the entire neighborhood, and I don’t have unlimited refills.”

Cinni, Tina, and Sparky reached into the bowl and helped themselves. Bronia consulted her handwritten list of which candies were kosher by either certification or default before she, her siblings, and her cousins took Goldenberg’s Peanut Chews and 5th Avenues. Last up was Violet, still gasping for breath and walking slowly.

“That costume can’t be very comfortable,” Mrs. Cortez commented. “Would you like to change into something more suitable? You might enjoy trick-or-treating more if you can walk and breathe normally.”

“This is my costume, for better or worse,” Violet said in resignation. “I’ve been suffering in it all day, and can endure a few more hours. There’s no need to put yourself out tailoring my dress.”

“Are you absolutely sure? You might fit into some of Lotta and Jane’s costumes from when they were your age.”

“Thanks for the offer, but I’m committed to my costume.” Violet grabbed one of each candybar and dropped them into her red silk pillowcase. “I can’t wait till I can take this thing off and never have to look at it again.”

Cinni and the others were an entire block away by the time Violet caught up to them. Throughout the entire evening, they kept well ahead of her, which meant they got first dibs on the best candy and treats. Cinni eagerly stuffed her pillowcase full of more 5th Avenue bars and Goldenberg’s Peanut chews, homemade chocolate chip cookies, jellybeans, gumdrops, 3 Musketeers, rock candy in fun flavors like strawberry and grape, Heath bars, Life Savers, Mallo Cups, PayDays, Pearson’s Salted Nut Rolls, Sky Bars, Snickers bars, Sugar Babies, lollipops, Zagnuts, bubblegum, coins, yo-yos, and kaleidoscopes.

A few people were spoilt-sports and refused to answer the door or turn the lights on, but almost everyone else in the neighborhood was decent. As usual, some adults gave boring apples and pencils, and Dr. Phillips gave them toothbrushes and a silly lecture about the importance of brushing their teeth thrice a day. Cinni had a whole collection of toothbrushes from him she’d never used, stuffed into a downstairs closet and gathering dust. They weren’t even attractive colors.

“That was really fun!” Cyprian declared when they returned to the house with bulging pillowcases. “Are there any other American holidays where we can get lots of candy for free?”

“Halloween is one of a kind,” Cinni said. “But you’ll get to eat lots of other fun foods on the Fourth of July, and watch an exciting parade in the morning and beautiful fireworks at night. I bet you’ll also really like Thanksgiving, Valentine’s Day, and St. Patrick’s Day.

“Can we start eating our candy immediately?” Krzyś asked.

“Of course! You can eat all of it tonight if you want, but most people eat a few pieces every day so they don’t use it all up too soon. There’s also lots of fun food to look forward to at my party, if you’d like to attend.”

“Do you really mean that?” Krzyś looked directly at Sparky as he spoke. “Your friends won’t mind me attending when we’ve only known each other for a few months? I don’t want to feel like an unwanted outsider intruding where I’m not welcome.”

“The only way to become better friends with us is to attend our parties. We ain’t an exclusive country club where you have to prove your worthiness over a long time before being admitted. Sparky was part of our gang from the first day she came here, and everyone accepted her without question. Even Sam would be welcome in our circle if she dropped the fire and brimstone fundamentalism and started acting like a normal modern girl.”

Krzyś tore his gaze away from Sparky. “I still miss my friends in Warsaw and Lisbon, but most of the people here have been so nice. Maybe I should make an effort to attend more of your events and come to your houses more often.”

“That’s the spirit. You can put your candy away and join us in the living room. My guests will start arriving very soon.”

Violet came into the house, huffing for breath and walking even more slowly than she had when they’d set out. Cinni kept an eagle eye on her. If that huge hoopskirt broke or spilled anything, Widow Filliard wouldn’t be very pleased.

“Can I trust you to be careful with that thing?” Cinni asked. “Be honest. If you think it might cause an accident or make a mess, you can either sit my party out or go home to change.”

“How many times do I have to say I ain’t putting on a different costume?” Violet asked. “I sound like a broken record.”

“Then be prepared to tell my mom it’s your fault if that hoopskirt does any damage. I ain’t taking the blame for your carelessness and obsession with fashion above comfort.”

Cinni propped her scythe against a wall and went up to the attic with her candy. As soon as she came back downstairs, she went into the kitchen with Sparky and began lugging out all the food they’d worked overtime to prepare after school—pumpkin ice-cream, popcorn balls, candy apples, pumpkin pies, cookies shaped and frosted like ghosts and jack-o-lanterns, hot apple cider with cinnamon sticks, green punch with red gummi worms floating in it, very saucy spaghetti molded into brains, apple cider doughnuts, roasted pumpkin seeds, miniature cheesecakes in the shape of ghosts, caramel-drizzled popcorn mixed with roasted peanuts and chocolate chips, hard-boiled eggs dyed in autumnal colors, cheeseballs shaped like pumpkins, green macaroni and cheese, blood orange mocktail, pumpkin soup, orange and black macarons with red filling, cupcakes with very thick green and orange frosting, a red Jell-O mold with green gummi worms inside, and, best of all, a towering five-layer cake with thick chocolate frosting and marshmallow spider webbing.

All the food went onto tables set with orange and black checked tablecloths, black napkins in rings that looked like finger bones, and centerpieces of skulls, spiders, and pumpkins with black and orange tissue roses.

The living room was resplendent with black and orange streamers and balloons, three-dimensional jack-o-lanterns and bats made of tissue paper, pumpkin and skull garlands, cobwebs with rubber spiders, strings of orange and yellow lights, black and orange tinsel, vintage Halloween postcards, and cut-out spiders, skeletons, witches, ghosts, ghouls, tombstones, devils, cauldrons, jack-o-lanterns, owls, black cats, ravens, Vampyres, and bats. Best of all, this year there were dummy skeletons and scarecrows.

The final touches were basins of water with apples for bobbing and stations set up for Halloween games like walnut boats, various types of divination, and a Ouija board. Many hands truly had made light work, and the addition of Julieanna and Harry had made all the difference in having enough assistance to accomplish everything in enough time.

Cinni stood at the open living room door to greet her arriving guests. Without fail, every single person looked around in awe and proclaimed this year’s party was the best ever. None of this would’ve been possible without help, but they didn’t need to know that.

“You’ve truly outdone yourself, Cinni!” Julieanna exclaimed loudly enough for everyone to hear. “You must’ve spent weeks planning and preparing this! At the rate you’re going, I expect a haunted house at next year’s party. You oughta keep hosting a private party even when we’re old enough for the school’s dance and party. We can continue our fun here afterwards.”

“That sounds like a great idea!” Kit said. “I can’t imagine someone like Violet putting together a party half as good as this.”

“I have a much bigger house and way more money,” Violet grumped. “I also have lots of servants who can do everything for me. Why would I waste any of my precious time hanging up decorations and making food when I don’t have to?”

“Thanks for confirming how lazy you are,” Cinni said. “There’s something special about a party that was entirely put together by the person hosting it instead of done by a bunch of maids and cooks. It’s more personal.” She looked around at her assembled friends. “If I’m gonna continue hosting Halloween parties, I oughta be able to compete with the school party, and that means I might need a committee to help me. Would anyone like to volunteer? I’ll need nine people, to make an even ten with me.”

“You know I’d do anything for you, Cinni,” Kit declared. “Particularly if it means showing up Violet and proving you’re so much better than she is.”

“I’d love to help too,” Gayle said.

Violet clenched her fists as Max, Julieanna, Harry, Mickey, Sparky, Tina, and Laura put their hands up.

“Excellent,” Cinni said. “We can work on other kinds of parties too, and maybe do other fun events through the year.” She gave Violet a very meaningful look. “I wouldn’t have wanted you on my team anyway. Of course I don’t need anyone helping me, but a bigger, more sophisticated party calls for more hands on deck. You’ll see a working-class girl like me can throw parties that are just as good as, if not better than, anything you host in that snobby mansion of yours.”

Violet glowered at her and stalked over to the table with green punch and miniature cheesecakes. Her hoopskirt swayed dangerously from side to side as she walked.

“Be careful with that thing,” Cinni reminded her. “I ain’t taking the blame or paying for a mess or accident you made.”

Violet turned around and took a seat on the davenport, her skirts splaying out in both directions and covering the laps of Helouise and Adeline. “Since I ain’t allowed to go anywhere, would someone mind bringing me food?”

“You’re dreaming if you think we’ll wait on you hand and foot just ’cause you made a stupid decision about your costume,” Cinni said. “Maybe you’d really better go home to change into something more comfortable. You could ask your seamstress to make the hoopskirt smaller if you’re that committed to wearing only this.”

Violet pulled herself up and hurried to the front door as fast as she could walk.

“I’ve half a mind not to let her back in, but I have an obligation as Most Popular to be civil to everyone.” Cinni cut a huge slice of the chocolate spiderweb cake. “Would anyone like to play Halloween spinner with me?”

Sparky, Kit, and Max ran over, and they lowered themselves onto cushions by the orange board with a black spinner and a box of props. Cinni spun first, while she was still chewing her first bite of cake. She landed on “In your place, spin five times around, walk a straight line, and don’t fall down.” To make extra-sure she didn’t fall, she held her robe about a foot up.

Next up was Max, who had to cross the room on tiptoes in a straight line. Then came Sparky, who had to balance a silver spoon on her nose for thirty seconds. Kit spun “Three potatoes you must throw into a bowl, and don’t be slow.” She threw with her whole arm towards the basin at the other end of the room. The second potato flew too far and hit Dave in the most perfect spot. Everyone laughed as he dropped to his knees grunting and grimacing. While Dave was still down, Kit grabbed the third potato and deliberately aimed for his neck.

“It’s too bad Violet ain’t here to see this,” Cinni said. “She’d probably volunteer to throw potatoes herself, though given what happened at the football game last spring, he’d interpret that as meaning she likes him and do something gross.”

“Violet does like me!” Dave insisted.

“Only in your diseased brain, you knucklehead. When has she ever given even the tiniest hint she might have a crush on you? She thinks you’re disgusting like all the rest of us, and only tolerates your presence because it’s the bare minimum of decency.” Cinni threw a potato at his chest. “You’re so lucky I didn’t demote you to a Nobody after that nasty stunt at the football game.”

“Do you ever wear a normal Halloween costume?” Kit joined in. “You know you’re only using Halloween as an excuse to parade around in nothing but swimming trunks. You get a thrill out of making girls uncomfortable.”

Dave dismissively waved his hand at her.

“Would anyone like to work on a jigsaw puzzle of a haunted house?” Cinni asked. “There’s also a puzzle of a pumpkin patch. The team who finishes first will win a prize.”

Julieanna, Kit, and Harry went over to the haunted house puzzle, while Helouise, Laura, and Nan chose the pumpkin patch. Cinni helped herself to more cake, three miniature cheesecakes, five hard-boiled eggs, two cupcakes, a big jiggly piece of Jell-O, a generous helping of green macaroni and cheese, and a nearly-full glass of punch, then took her refreshments to the station with a vintage Hand of Fate game that could be played according to three different versions. The magnetic spinner could choose answers for players, reveal their fortunes by their birthdays, or pose true or false questions with answers to be determined by landing on even or odd numbers around the board. She was joined by Sparky, Max, Gayle, and Krzyś.

The other guests busied themselves with the Ouija board, floating walnut boats with candles to predict their futures, throwing apple peels that were supposed to land in the first initial of their future spouse, and reading ghost stories bookmarked in recent issues of Weird Tales, Terror Tales, and Horror Stories. They all periodically took breaks to get more food and drink, often praising Cinni for making such a delicious banquet.

The refreshment tables were almost completely bare by the time Violet finally sauntered back in with a much less voluminous hoopskirt and a bodice allowing her room to breathe and move normally. Cinni briefly looked up to acknowledge her, then resumed reading Terror Tales.

“You’ve missed so much fun.” Kit put the last two cupcakes and piece of cake on her plate, smirking at Violet’s resulting sour expression. “This really is our best Halloween party ever. Cinni just keeps getting better and better.”

“We pummeled Dave with potatoes while you were gone,” Cinni said. “It started by accident, and then we did it on purpose.”

Violet grabbed a plate and loaded it with a popcorn ball, two hard-boiled eggs, Jell-O, and two doughnuts. “Serves that filthy monkey right. I hope he wakes up with bruises tomorrow.”

“I already can’t wait for next Halloween.” Max looked over his plate of pumpkin pie, cookies, and macarons before deciding to bite into a ghost cookie next. “Cinni’s party will probably be even better than the school party and dance.”

“I have a lot more money and a much bigger house,” Violet grumbled. “I could throw a party with hundreds of people without running out of space.”

Cinni gave her a dismissive look. “You couldn’t even choose a costume that let you walk and breathe properly, and you missed mosta my party by tailoring the entire thing instead of just grabbing another costume.”

Violet flounced off to one of the fortune spinner games currently being played by Al, Julieanna, and Harry.

“I just had the best idea for our future Halloween parties,” Cinni said. “We can go on a haunted haywagon ride, a haunted cornfield maze, and a treasure hunt with spooky prizes. When we have our first party-planning meeting, I’ll appoint a treasurer, secretary, and vice-president. I’m the president, of course.”

For the rest of the party, Cinni moved from station to station to chat with her friends and helped herself to the remaining food and beverages. She was in the middle of bobbing for apples when Widow Filliard came down to announce it was 10:00 and time for bed. With all the fun she’d been having, it felt as though many more hours had passed.

Cinni sank her teeth into the biggest, juiciest apple and pulled herself up triumphantly, savoring the dark look on Violet’s face. She ate it in seven bites while the last few people bobbed for their own apples. Everyone laughed when Violet bit into the smallest, ugliest apple.

Cinni felt on top of the world as she saw each of her guests to the door. Tonight’s party had truly proven she was their undisputed queen, secure in her crown and in no danger of being overthrown by Violet. Her friends truly cared about her in every way, and her assistants hadn’t let on their role in pulling such a splendid affair together at the last minute. Perhaps this was the turning of a corner in her journey of grief, and happier and more hopeful times lay ahead sooner rather than later.

WeWriWa—The best Halloween party ever

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Welcome back to Weekend Writing Warriors and Snippet Sunday, weekly Sunday hops where writers share 8–10 sentences from a book or WIP. The rules have now been relaxed to allow a few more sentences if merited, so long as they’re clearly indicated, to avoid the creative punctuation many of us have used to stay within the limit.

This year’s Halloween snippets come from the book formerly known as The Very Last, the third book in my Atlantic City prequel series, set during 1940. Its new and improved title, which comes from a line in a Charlie Chaplin sound film, will finally be revealed upon publication.

Because Cinnimin has been in mourning for her father, who died in August, she left the Halloween party till the last minute. With the help of nine of her friends, she decorated the living room and got all the food ready after school.

Cinni propped her scythe against a wall and went up to the attic with her candy. As soon as she came back downstairs, she went into the kitchen with Sparky and began lugging out all the food they’d worked overtime to prepare after school—pumpkin ice-cream, popcorn balls, candy apples, pumpkin pies, cookies shaped and frosted like ghosts and jack-o-lanterns, hot apple cider with cinnamon sticks, green punch with red gummy worms floating in it, very saucy spaghetti molded into brains, apple cider doughnuts, roasted pumpkin seeds, miniature cheesecakes in the shape of ghosts, caramel-drizzled popcorn mixed with roasted peanuts and chocolate chips, hard-boiled eggs dyed in autumnal colors, cheeseballs shaped like pumpkins, green macaroni and cheese, blood orange mocktail, pumpkin soup, orange and black macarons with red filling, cupcakes with very thick green and orange frosting, a red Jell-O mold with green gummi worms inside, and, best of all, a towering five-layer cake with thick chocolate frosting and marshmallow spider webbing.

All the food went onto tables set with orange and black checked tablecloths, black napkins in rings that looked like finger bones, and centerpieces of skulls, spiders, and pumpkins with black and orange tissue roses.

The living room was resplendent with black and orange streamers and balloons, three-dimensional jack-o-lanterns and bats made of tissue paper, pumpkin and skull garlands, cobwebs with rubber spiders, strings of orange and yellow lights, black and orange tinsel, vintage Halloween postcards, and cut-out spiders, skeletons, witches, ghosts, ghouls, tombstones, devils, cauldrons, jack-o-lanterns, owls, black cats, ravens, Vampyres, and bats. Best of all, this year there were dummy skeletons and scarecrows.

The final touches were basins of water with apples for bobbing and stations set up for Halloween games like walnut boats, various types of divination, and a Ouija board. Many hands truly had made light work, and the addition of Julieanna and Harry had made all the difference in having enough assistance to accomplish everything in enough time.

Cinni stood at the open living room door to greet her arriving guests. Without fail, every single person looked around in awe and proclaimed this year’s party was the best ever. None of this would’ve been possible without help, but they didn’t need to know that.

The ten lines end there. A few more follow to finish the scene.

“You’ve truly outdone yourself, Cinni!” Julieanna exclaimed loudly enough for everyone to hear. “You must’ve spent weeks planning and preparing this! At the rate you’re going, I expect a haunted house at next year’s party. You oughta keep hosting a private party even when we’re old enough for the school’s dance and party. We can continue our fun here afterwards.”

“That sounds like a great idea!” Kit said. “I can’t imagine someone like Violet putting together a party half as good as this.”

“I have a much bigger house and way more money,” Violet grumped. “I also have lots of servants who can do everything for me. Why would I waste any of my precious time hanging up decorations and making food when I don’t have to?”

“Thanks for confirming how lazy you are,” Cinni said. “There’s something special about a party that was entirely put together by the person hosting it instead of done by a bunch of maids and cooks. It’s more personal.”

The Torch Passes (Tahoma)

Since I didn’t get around to writing an original post for Monday, let’s finally move out a 2013 post that languished in my drafts folder after I decided not to use it as part of that year’s A to Z.

Font: Tahoma

Year created: 1994

Chapter: “The Torch Passes”

Book: Cinnimin

Written: 23 July 1996-10 April 1997

Handwritten

This is Part XVI (16) in my current table of contents for my magnum opus, set from 11 December 1960-1 April 1963. Not including Parts I put on hiatus because of writer’s block or focusing on other projects, this is the one that took me the longest at a single stretch to write. Seriously, I could’ve carried a pregnancy to full term in the time it took me to write this! Even the notebook is depressing, without any covers. This was not a happy time in my life, the summer of ’96 and my junior year of high school.

But I do like it because so much happens here, many things setting the seeds for future storylines. Some new characters are also introduced, foremost among them the immigrant Laurel-Esterházy family from Blackpool, England and Győr, Hungary. Ophelia Laurel will eventually marry Cinni’s son Serop, and several other people in the family (the second generation as well) will marry into Cinni’s family and other important town families. Even some of the ones who don’t [marry into these families] become important characters, like Kathi and poor ill-fated Lauren, who’s going to die of AIDS at the stroke of the new millennium.

Some really stupid storylines met their well-deserved death here, like Cinni’s loopy Stalinist phase (don’t even ask), Cinni’s association with the weird Russian immigrant Bouncer at The Club, and young Anastasia reading banned Soviet books in secret. New ones, more germane to a real family/town saga, began taking shape. And, of course, the torch began passing from Cinni’s generation to her children and her friends’ children.

Some highlights:

“Henry, may I borrow these velvet handcuffs?” Julieanna asked as she casually walked into the bathroom, savoring their horrified looks at being caught in the act.

[Kit] burned an extremely important paper Rob was working on for his spastic boss once she got back home. Then she finished off an entire cheesecake his secretary had made him for a Christmas gift.

“Well, I was cold, and baby was shivering, so I decided to start a fire. I saw those papers in the box of logs, so I thought they were a rough draft which you wanted disposed of, Robert!”

Luke was crying. “I look like Hitler from the waist down! Thanks a lot, you pagan Commie!”

[After Helouise has walked in on her before JFK’s inauguration and refuses to leave] “Close the door! My excretionary life ain’t nonea your business!” Sam started crying.

“Close the door! I’m sorta involved in a private matter!”

“What did you do, drink nonstop before you got in here? You’re still making!”

“You just spent seventeen minutes making onto a photo of President Kennedy!” Helouise was appalled. “Give me that bag, freak!”

Sam was so scared she started urinating again. Helouise was seething.

Julieanna gave the finger to every person attempting to slow her down and bumped several cars off the road before she finally drove through the wall of the emergency room and knocked a man on an oxygen tank into the wall.

[After her soap actor husband Kevin has said the reason he hasn’t slept with her in six years is because of a “bit too real” car accident on the show] “Oh, the hell I did mind! I have wanted a second child for three or four years now!” Julieanna started crying.

[After Kit springs a surprise visit on him in Amsterdam, all four of her small children and her lover in tow] “Why don’t you ever do things like normal people?” Gary demanded, at the desk now. “There are psychologists in England too!”

“This is crazy Kit Green, her lover, and her four kids,” Gary whispered. “She came from England to see me, then drove around Amsterdam for three hours looking for my office!”

[During the Most Popular Girl competition for the new generation, which Cinni has rigged so Anastasia will win and Bélgica will lose by a landslide] “I wonder why Bélgica ain’t practiced more,” Cinnimin said calmly. “She’s doin’ ghastly!”

“Poor sportsmanship,” Lucinda announced. “A fourth negative ten! Tens for all the others. Shall we disqualify Bélgica?”

“Lookit these judges!” Bélgica was crying again. “Your mom, your aunt, onea your stepsisters, your cousin, and onea your stepsisters-in-law!”

[Kit and Sam have found themselves roommates after having babies on the same day] Kit pressed a button, making Sam’s bed shoot up and down. Adolfa slipped to the floor and screamed, while Sam’s water spilled onto her pillows. She was fuming.

Sam was humiliated by the laughter of everyone in the room. Tears of rage in her eyes, she ran to the bathroom, slipped on amniotic fluid, and broke her leg. Needless to say, she spent quite a few months abed.

WeWriWa—Halloween party ends in mayhem

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Welcome back to Weekend Writing Warriors and Snippet Sunday, weekly Sunday hops where writers share 8–10 sentences from a book or WIP. This week’s snippet comes from the eighth book in my series focused on Max Seward, Jr., and his wacky family, set during autumn 1943.

Max’s cousin Elaine and their friend Quintina have organized a show-stopping school Halloween party, and Max himself has carved sixty jack-o-lanterns. All is going well till the local band starts taking off their costumes.

After these first five girls tackle their favorite bandmembers, it becomes a free-for-all as almost all the other girls rush the gym stage and pile onto the band too.

“There’s my heartthrob.” Kit yanked off the Stalin mask and raced over to Randy as he pulled off the spider head.

“And there’s mine.” Julieanna whipped off the Lenin mask and raced to Jakey as he draped the Dracula cape over the drums.

“That’s mine.” Violet tore off her Mussolini face and raced towards Bobby as he unghouled himself for the evening.

“And mine.” Cinnimin grabbed off the Hitler mask and made for Danny as he took off his football helmet.

“Oh my God, is that Pauly Richardson under the suit of shining knightly armor?” Mickey screamed, removing the disks from her eyes and tackling him to the ground.

I’d opened and converted the fourteen chapter files of this draft about two and a half years ago, but for some reason, the new master file kept crashing when I tried to open it. I had to go back onto my older computer (which has Word, unlike my newer computer), and went through the process all over again.

I’m so lucky that 10-year-old computer still works, I have an external disk drive, and those old files still open in spite of the hoops I have to jump through to convert and reformat them. This particular section seemed to need less extensive editing and rewriting than other parts of the Halloween chapter.

I was only fourteen when I handwrote the first draft, and about twenty when I transcribed it and made some changes. It’s yet another example of how my shorter books need far more extensive rewriting, editing, and restructuring than the books I deliberately wrote at saga-length!

Happy Halloween!

Happy Halloween! Even though almost no one reads my blog on Fridays and Saturdays, I’m presenting Chapter 14, “Happy Halloween,” of The Very First, my chronological first Atlantic City book, set in 1938. The chapter is a bit over 5,000 words.

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Even though the Filliards had been decorating their house for Halloween over the last few weeks, and their neighbors the Hitchcocks, the Vallis, and the Holidays had also been decorating, Sparky was still a bit surprised to arrive at school on Monday and find the entire school also decorated.  Halloween hadn’t even been a concept back in Amsterdam, and the elements of the holiday definitely didn’t seem very Jewish to her.  It was bad enough Cinni had gotten her to agree to wearing a cat costume instead of her usual school clothes.  It felt ridiculous to walk around school all day in a costume.

“Thank God I’m in junior high and not expected to come to school in costume,” Barry muttered as they got off the bus.

“I take it you ain’t coming to the Halloween dance for older students tonight?” Cinni asked, adjusting her derby hat. “I can’t wait till I’m old enough to go.  It’s fun to have a party in class, but it must be even more fun to have a big dance and party for the whole school.”

“I wouldn’t even have a date.” He cast a quick look over Cinni, taking in her beautiful eyes that matched her name. “You wouldn’t have a date either.  You’re too young for a boyfriend or going on dates.”

Cinni pointed to Julieanna, dressed as a French milkmaid. “Julie has a practice boyfriend already, Harry Brewster, the boy dressed like a farmer.  Perhaps I’ll be old enough for my own practice boyfriend in a few more years.”

“You never know,” he mumbled as he rushed off to the junior high side of the building.

Mr. Robinson stood by the steps near one of the entrance doors, handing out candy and chocolates.  Cinni eagerly opened her schoolbag and continued standing there smiling expectantly even after Mr. Robinson closed the large bag of treats.

“Let’s not be greedy, Cinnimin,” the principal said. “I take it you’re using Halloween as an excuse to come to school in pants?”

“What, is it against your rules to dress like the opposite sex for Halloween?  I never saw that rule in your current rulebook.  Besides, only idiots think a girl or woman in pants is really a guy.  They either need to get glasses or quit drinking.”

Mr. Robinson turned to Sparky. “Katherine Brandt, right?  Would you like some candy?”

“I don’t know if that’s kosher candy, Sir.  I have special rules about what I can and can’t eat.” Sparky looked down the hall at all the Halloween decorations. “I don’t think I should even be celebrating this holiday.  It ain’t a Jewish holiday.”

“Only heathens celebrate Halloween,” Adeline whispered smugly. “May I have some candy too, Mr. Robinson?”

“You don’t celebrate Halloween, Adeline.  You’re not like your older sister Pansy.  You’re as fun-hating and overly religious as your parents.  Let the other students who celebrate Halloween have the candy.”

“I’m surprised you didn’t dress like a dragon,” Cinni smirked. “Since your daddy is a Grand Dragon.  Do you know if he wants to get promoted to Imperial Wizard or whatever other silly titles the Klan has for higher-ups?”

“My daddy ain’t in the Klan, for the last time,” Adeline seethed.

“Sure he ain’t.  But I guess if you wanna be in denial about it forever, that’s your right.” Cinni began eating the largest candybar in her bag as she continued up the stairs.

Their first period art classroom was decorated with jack-o-lanterns, gourds, skeletons, witches, and ghouls.  Orange streamers and black and orange balloons were strung up all across the classroom.  On their tables, which they used instead of desks in this class, were bowls of candy and smaller decorations.  Miss Reinders had hung a few macabre, creepy drawings on the wall as well.

“I know some of those pictures are by Albrecht Dürer, but I don’t recognize the other ones,” Cinni said as she surveyed the new decorations. “I like dark art.  It’s more interesting and real than boring stuff like angels, flowers, religious stuff, and landscapes.”

Adeline was already shoving the candy at her seat down her throat as she gave snooty looks to the Halloween decorations.  Cinni could only laugh at her blatant, unrealized hypocrisy.

“You can have my candy, Cinni, if some of it’s not kosher,” Sparky said.

“Oh, come on, free candy,” Cinni tried to tempt her. “Your folks don’t have to know, and I’m pretty sure God understands that modern people have to do modern things.  Not everyone is lucky enough to live on a mountaintop and have no modern distractions.  I’m sure even the people who still live in Israel don’t have it as perfect as they did in ancient days.”

“Yeah, I bet you’re glad your parents picked America ‘steada the desert,” Kit said. “You don’t wanna live in a sandbox full of Arab bandits.  It’s best to move to another civilized place.  I’d be really mad if my insane mother wanted to move us to the middle of nowhere, or a place that hadn’t been really lived in for over a thousand years.”

“Is your mother really that bad?  Your dad thinks she’s nuts too.”

Kit smiled triumphantly. “Daddy always tells it like it is.  That woman can just sit and stew about it, but she knows it’s the truth.  Just wait till my birthday party on December eleventh.  You’re invited, of course.  That woman is always tryna ruin the parties me and my sisters have, or whining or shrieking about something or other when we’re tryna have a nice meal or enjoy ourselves around the house.”

Sparky thought it were rather disrespectful of Kit to speak that way about her own mother, but didn’t want to take her to task about it when Kit seemed to like her so far.  And Kit was sixth-most popular, and had been fifth-most popular till Cinni had readjusted the ranks to include Sparky.  It wouldn’t be very nice to sass her.  And perhaps Mrs. Green really was unbearable to be around.  She couldn’t know for sure till she actually met the woman.

“You look very serious,” Cinni said. “Are you thinking about something?”

“Maybe I’m becoming American faster than I thought.  A little while ago I woulda said you have to honor and respect your parents no matter what, since that’s onea the Ten Commandments, but sometimes real life might make it hard.  Saying you’ve gotta respect and honor your parents no matter what is all very good in an ideal world, but maybe some parents really do try their kids’ nerves so much they can’t help but speak badly about them.”

“Exactly,” Cinni nodded. “It doesn’t mean Kit’s bad or sinful, just that she’s real.  Normal people can only be squeaky-clean and so moral and pure if they don’t live in the real world.  Anyone who expects you to be perfect and obey all the laws exactly as they were obeyed a thousand years ago is very stupid and outta touch with real life.”

Sparky picked up some of the individually wrapped pieces of candy in her bowl and inspected them for hechshers. “Even if part of that’s true, I still have to keep the basic laws.  I can’t eat non-kosher food unless it’s a mistake or I’m dying.”

Cinni sighed. “I suppose you could still be a real American even if you don’t eat everything.  Laura’s still a real American even though she won’t eat meat on Fridays.”

“Are you going trick-or-treating with us tonight?” Julieanna asked. “Or will you only accept kosher candy?”

“I’m lucky my parents are even letting me go to the Halloween party Cinni is having.  And I don’t want to give the impression that I’m accepting non-kosher candy, or make people feel bad if they know they’re not really giving me candy, since I can’t eat their generous gifts.”

Cinni reached for another piece of candy. “I’ll make a proper American girl of you yet, even if I have to change some of my methods.”

***

That evening, instead of doing homework as usual, Sparky followed Cinni and her favorite sister Babs out of the house to trick-or-treat, which the adults called “guising.”  The hated Stacy went trick-or-treating with a group of her friends, and Cinni’s cousin Elmira went to some church-sponsored Halloween party with Lucinda.  Barry and Gary couldn’t believe what passed for fun in America and stayed home with their schoolwork.

“Hopefully next year at this time, your brothers will be normal American boys and go to the school’s Halloween party and dance,” Cinni said as they started down Maxwell Avenue after Tina, dressed as a saloon girl, had joined them. “I can’t imagine giving up a party and lots of free food.  I can’t wait till we’re old enough to go to the school dances.”

“They ain’t as fun as you think,” Babs said as she fiddled with the blue and purple fairy wings on her back. “Even when you’re popular, it’s still mostly an excuse to stand around talking with your friends.  There’s only so much time you can really have fun dancing, even if you’ve got a boyfriend.  At least they have food and music, and sometimes games.  The only dance I really like going to is the Halloween dance.  You shouldn’t be in such a hurry to grow up.”

“I can’t wait till I’m a real teenager,” Cinni asserted, savoring the feeling of wearing pants and not being punished for it. “Then I won’t have to just play at being a real grownup anymore.  All the off-limits stuff will be open to me.  Of course, some stuff I ain’t looking forward to, like being a lady.  I don’t envy Gayle for being the first girl in our circle to become a lady.”

“I thought like that too, before I started getting older.  Sometimes you just make something into what it’s not, ‘cause you’ve never experienced it before.  When it becomes real, you wonder if that’s all there is to it.  I don’t think being twelve is somehow magically more fun than being ten or eleven was, or that I’ll have more fun when I’m sixteen or eighteen.”

Cinni thought she couldn’t be more wrong, but dared not contradict her favorite sister. “How long do you wanna be out before we head home for our party?”

“The usual, I guess.  We’ll go down Maxwell and Greenhall, and try to get somea the houses on Lennon and Fairfax.”

“Can we go down Jennifer Street?  I wanna see the haunted house, or at least try to guess which one is the haunted one.”

Babs shrugged. “Sure, I don’t see why not.  It ain’t that far from us.  Pity we don’t know which one is the haunted house, since it would be kinda fun, in a scary way, to sneak inside and try to see if we could see any of the ghosts.”

“Yeah, and Julie lives on Jennifer Street,” Tina nodded. “Her parents give really good candy.”

“Laura’s Hoovershack is also on Jennifer Street,” Cinni said. “I bet you anything her old-fashioned grandma won’t give us no candy or even put lights on.  At least Laura’s parents, as nuts as they were, would come to the door and give out candy.  They probably didn’t know what they were really doing, but at least they did it.”

“Too bad we’re too young to go to the school party and dance, since it’s so close.  I wouldn’t care if I was caught sneaking in, but I guess I ain’t missing too much.  We can still have fun collecting candy and going to our own party later.” Tina smiled at Babs. “You’re really swell for going with us even though you’re old enough for the school party.”

“What about the house on Jennifer Street you said your mother’s family useta go to in the Summers?” Sparky asked, picking up her cat’s tail so it wouldn’t drag on the sidewalk.

“We’ve never been there,” Cinni said. “I couldn’t even tell you the street number.  I wonder if it’s close to the haunted house.”

“It would be even more fun if we could walk through the cemetery,” Babs smiled. “I brought up the idea to my history teacher, ‘cause he’s very interested in cemetery preservation and making grave rubbings, but he said it’s a dangerous idea to go into any cemetery at night.”

“A grown man believes in ghosts?” Sparky asked.

“He didn’t even mention ghosts.  He just said you could trip over tree trunks, branches, sticks, and smaller graves in the dark.  Even if you’ve been there many times in daylight, you probably won’t be able to find your way around as well in the dark.  Everything looks different in the dark.  And who knows if bad guys are lurking about in the shadows.  I saw one of Laurel and Hardy’s silent shorts, Habeas Corpus, at the Rerun Theatre last week, as part of their Halloween movies spotlight, and there were crooks in that cemetery at night.”

“Cinni only takes me to see the modern movies.  And she says seeing an old-time movie, as good as it could be, would be an excuse not to learn and perfect my English.  My parents like to see the movies at Rerun Theatre ‘cause they’re acted with body language and not words.”

“Well, you’re missing some good stuff.  They’re still having a few more old Halloween movies for a few more days, if you’re interested.  Off the top of my head, I know they’re playing The Phantom of the Opera with Lon Chaney, Dracula with Bela Lugosi, and a couple of Hitchcock films.”

Cinni began walking quicker when she saw Violet coming up behind them.  Violet was dressed like a queen.  When Violet caught up with them, Cinni didn’t acknowledge her and just kept walking straight ahead, looking forward.

“Mandy went to the school Halloween party, so I’m joining you,” Violet said. “I think it’s best I get out of the house anyway, even if it wasn’t Halloween.  Madeline is trying again for that stupid third baby she wants.”

Sparky almost choked. “You call your mother by her first name?”

“Everyone does.  All her friends and relatives call her Madeline or Mrs. Hitch.  Not even Mrs. Hitchcock.”

“And did you just say your parents are trying to have another baby?  Why would they tell you such private information?”

“Since last year.  A girl will be called Scarlett, since my mother loved the book Gone with the Wind, and Igor for a guy, for reasons I still don’t understand.  We ain’t Russians.  She says it’s after some famous composer she likes, but she could always pick an American or British musician so the name wouldn’t seem goofy and out of place.  Only my mom wants a baby, so she’s having to be a little tricky about getting what she wants.”

“I’m glad my folks are done with babies,” Cinni said. “I love being the youngest child.  Too bad you won’t enjoy that honor forever.”

Violet scowled as they continued up the street and towards the first house with lights on.

Sparky stood back as Cinni, Violet, Tina, and Babs rang the bell and stood back with their pillowcases.  The woman who answered the door bent down for a large pail of candy and gave each girl a 5th Avenue bar, 3 Musketeers, Tootsie Rolls, and Snickers bars.  Sparky felt a little hungry when she saw all the candy they were getting just for putting on costumes and showing up at someone’s house.

The woman peered over their shoulders. “Is that girl with you?  If she’s allergic to chocolate or has a sensitive stomach, I can always give her an apple or some coins.”

“She’s religious,” Cinni said. “She only eats food that’s kosher, and she won’t know if it’s okay unless she sees special markings on the wrapper.”

The woman looked at Sparky again. “What does kosher mean?”

“It’s a Jewish thing.  Like how Catholics don’t eat meat on Fridays, sorta.  She can eat lots of things, just needs to know for sure if it’s made with good ingredients and prepared correctly.”

“I don’t mind an apple,” Sparky finally spoke up. “Cinni’s dad bought some kosher candy so I could eat sweets at the Halloween party we’re having later.”

“Are you sure you can’t eat candy?” the woman asked. “I don’t think any normal candy has pork or shellfish in it.”

“It’s very complicated, Ma’am.  I know your candy must taste delicious, but I have to follow my rules.”

“I’m sure it is kosher, even if it ain’t got no hechsher,” Cinni said. “Maybe you can write letters to these companies to ask.”

The woman looked a little sadly at Sparky. “Well, happy Halloween, Miss.  Maybe someday you’ll be able to have a real trick-or-treating experience.”

“Maybe,” Sparky said half-heartedly, as she and the other girls turned around and headed for the next house.

***

After an hour and a half of traipsing around the nearest streets, Cinni, Babs, Tina, and Violet had pillowcases bulging with candies, chocolates, coins, apples, and small toys like yo-yos and rubber balls.  Sparky’s pillowcase was noticeably less full, only containing the toys, money, and apples.

“I think everyone felt sorry for you,” Cinni said as they walked down Jennifer Street. “Either that, or they thought you were a little crazy.  At least Myers stays home on Halloween night ‘steada letting everyone know she hates Halloween.  I guess at least you ain’t totally against Halloween, and you did get some stuff.  You just need a little more time to get used to American life and get over your strict rules.”

“They’re not that strict.  I’m not Orthodox.  They’re just important rules for me to live by.  When you study the reasons for the rules, they start making a lot of sense.  I’m not old enough yet to study them in an advanced way, but I know the basic reasons why.”

“I’ve studied a little about immigrants in my history classes,” Babs said. “A lot of immigrants in the old days, even a few decades ago, went too far in the other direction.  They thought they had to change everything about themselves to become real Americans.  And they lost their real identities, what made their culture so special.  I don’t think everyone needs to be whitewashed of their origins to become a real American.  I mean, you don’t wanna hang onto everything and pretend you never left home, but some things are too important and special to just give up.  My grandma on my dad’s side is still very Russian after thirty-three years in this country.”

Cinni pulled a flashlight out of her pillowcase and pushed the on button. “Odds are that the haunted house is onea the ones we didn’t visit.  No one’s supposed to live there no more, so there’d be no lights on.”

“You can’t just break into a house, even if it’s been abandoned for years,” Sparky tried to protest.

“We’re not that dumb.  We just wanna look in the windows, try the doors, that sorta thing.  The one my mom’s people useta live in during the Summer must be onea the dark houses too.  Wish I knew the address for either.”

“When we’re older, we can have more fun on Halloween night,” Violet said. “It’s very popular to vandalize stuff on Halloween.  I think my first target will be old man Robinson.  Max’s dad deserves some vandalism too.”

“Vandalism?” Sparky choked out. “Isn’t that against the law?”

“It’s all in good fun,” Cinni said as she continued to shine her flashlight on darkened houses. “Some of these houses are occupied.  The owners are just spoil-sports who don’t wanna have no fun on Halloween, or who are too stingy to give deserving children free candy once a year.”

Violet adjusted the crown on her head. “It’s just fun stuff like throwing eggs at houses and cars, wrapping toilet paper around trees, painting things on houses, ripping down outdoor decorations.  Nothing mean like killing pets or making bombs.”

“What if someone did that to your nice mansion?” Sparky asked.

“People do vandalize sometimes.  You have to expect it on Halloween.  Only the Nobodies wanna be goody-two-shoes who don’t want nothing to do with Halloween.”

“But that’s ruining someone else’s property for no reason!  That’s mean!”

Cinni shook her head. “You’ve still got a lot to learn about American customs.  I guess it’s a surprise to you ‘cause no one did anything for Halloween anyway back in Holland.”

Babs crept up to the next darkened house. “This might be it.  They don’t even have a car.  Everyone has a car nowadays, at least in the nice parts of the neighborhood.  This house doesn’t even have some old Model T piece of junk or anything.”

Cinni shone her flashlight into the mailbox. “No mail neither.  Boy, this thing’s got a lot of cobwebs.”

Tina squinted her eyes at it in the dark, trying to make things out from the light from nearby houses. “It does look pretty old.  I ain’t no future architecture student, but I know this ain’t the typea house they made even a hundred years ago.  Maybe it really was made in the Colonial era like the haunted house.”

Cinni tried the front door. “Won’t open.  Is anyone brave enough to wanna try the back door, or any other doors?”

“You don’t even know if this is your haunted house!” Sparky protested. “And what if someone really does live here?  He’d be really mad if he found you tryna break into his house.  And if he’s away, he’ll come back to find someone broke in.”

Babs tried the windows in front and found them all stuck too. “Perhaps this is the haunted house.  But it could also be the house my mom’s people useta have Summer vacations at.  I know that house is pretty old too, and no one’s lived in it for awhile.”

“What if the haunted house and your mother’s old family home are the same house?”

Cinni laughed. “That just ain’t possible.  They’re two different houses, wherever they are on this street.  I told you, the mystery of Charlotte Lennon’s descendants will probably always be a town unsolved mystery.  No one decent wants to admit to being descended from someone who was born outta wedlock, so that family tree, whoever has it, is lost to the ages.”

“Don’t they have records or anything in the library or wherever else they keep archives?  There were people on both sides of my family who served in the military when Germany was still Prussia, and my father took copies of the documents with him when we left Germany.  All important countries are supposed to keep records in the modern era.”

“Charlotte Lennon died in 1645.  I doubt most places in America even keep records that far back.” Cinni stepped back and craned her neck up at the upper stories, shining her flashlight into the windows. “Can anyone see movement?”

“I’m getting cold,” Violet whined. “And my feet hurt.  Plus we need to go to your party.  If I was Most Popular Girl, I’d never neglect my responsibilities as hostess to go playing detective and creeping around supposed haunted houses.”

Cinni shone the flashlight into her eyes, and Violet immediately threw her hands over her eyes. “You never will be Most Popular Girl, you damn dirty schemer.  At least you pretended you don’t have designs on my title by saying ‘if,’ not ‘when.’  Remember I’ve got eyes everywhere, you skinny twit.  I know what you’re thinking and planning before you do.  Any fantasies you have of stealing my throne will stay in your head.  Got that?”

“Yes, Your Majesty,” Violet seethed as they started the walk back to Maxwell Avenue.

***

Sparky took a seat between Cinni and Mickey when they came back home.  Violet gave Cinni a smug, knowing look when they found most of the guests already there.  As though Cinni expected everyone to wait for her to get home and would know exactly when she would come home and when they were supposed to arrive.

“It’s too bad you can’t eat more of our delicious food,” Mickey said as she ate a cupcake. “Did your parents make you and your brothers any special kosher food you can eat for the party?”

“My parents don’t celebrate Halloween.  No one does in Holland or Germany.  And my brothers ain’t interested in the party.  They’re upstairs doing schoolwork.”

“Oh, boring.  At least you’re making an effort to become a real American.  Maybe your brothers need to learn the hard way that they shouldn’t keep all their old customs if they wanna fit in.”

“At least she’s doing something for Halloween,” Cinni said. “She ain’t fun-hating like that snit Myers or Laura’s fanatic grandma.”

“My grandma thinks I went to some church-sponsored Halloween alternative party at someone else’s house,” Laura said. “Star used the same lie, and took Jon, Aimee, and Jayne to the babysitting service they have at the school.”

“Your school has a babysitting service at dances?” Sparky asked. “For who?  Are there many married older students who go there?”

“Naw, it’s for students who have to babysit siblings or neighborhood kids but don’t wanna miss dances and parties,” Cinni said. “And since there are a bunch of people in thirteenth grade and Final Year, there are always bound to be a few married people with kids.”

“Do you intend to make a habit of lying to your grandma, Laura?” Sparky pulled on her cat ears, still not entirely comfortable with wearing a costume even after spending the entire day in it. “I thought Christianity had similar rules to Judaism about honoring your elders and parents.”

“She’s a religious fanatic,” Laura said, reaching for a handful of candy corn. “I know a lot of people think I’m a religious fanatic too, but those people don’t really know me if they can think that.  They’re judging me on appearances and rumors.  I’d probably be kicked outta church if my priest knew how I really feel about some stuff.  In another century, I might’ve even been burnt at the stake for my opinions.”

“Sometimes it’s better to tell a couple of white lies to maintain peace at home,” Cinni said. “Like a husband who tells his wife he likes her new clothes when he really thinks they’re ugly.  It’s better to avoid a fight than tell the truth.  And Laura and Star deserve to have fun and do real stuff on Halloween ‘steada sitting around that drab Hoovershack reading the Bible, or whatever else their grandma thinks is fun.”

“They have a concept like that in Judaism too,” Sparky said. “It’s called shalom bayit, peace in the house.  Sometimes it’s more important than always getting your own way or telling the truth no matter what.  You can even be allowed to do stuff you normally ain’t allowed to do if observing some laws would cause a big fight.  Sometimes after enough time, the person who didn’t want you to observe those laws becomes more religious or understanding, and then you can do the things you wanted to do.”

Cinni’s eyes lit up. “So then this means you can eat non-kosher food if it’s the only stuff available, or if it’s too hard to get kosher food?”

“It’s best to talk to a rabbi about it, or at least a person who knows the laws very well.  You can’t just decide what to do and what not to do on your own.  That’s like letting a kid pick her own bedtime or letting her eat candy all day.  And I don’t think any rabbi would say it’s okay for me to eat non-kosher food just to fit in.  That ain’t what shalom bayit is supposed to be all about.”

“But you can eat apples.  Would you like to bob for apples with us?”

“Is that a game?”

“Yup.  My daddy will be coming in soon with a big tub of water and apples.  It’s a traditional Halloween party game.  You lean into the tub and try to get an apple with only your mouth and teeth.”

“Would you like to try our fortunetelling games too?” Gayle asked. “My little sister T.J. over there always lets me tell her fortune at home.  It’s good practice for when I’m a grownup and can do it for my job.”

“And there’s other stuff you can do to tell your own fortune,” Mickey said. “If you walk backwards out the door at night, pick some grass, and put it under your pillow, you’ll dream of your future.  Eating a stale crust of bread at night will also grant you a wish.”

“And there are some games Babs taught me about how to guess your future husband’s identity,” Cinni said. “Did you ever try those sorts of games back home?  Surely not all kinds of fortunetelling are forbidden.”

“Why do I need to try to guess who my husband will be when I’m only in elementary school?” Sparky asked. “And I already know who he’ll be anyway.  Lazarus von Hinderburg.  God willing, he’ll be in America soon with his family.”

“But for now, he ain’t in America.” Cinni’s face lit up when she saw her father struggling into the room with the tub of water and apples. “I get to go first!”

“Doesn’t your father have a weak heart?” Sparky whispered. “Why are you making him carry that heavy thing alone?”

“I ain’t strong enough to carry it, and it ain’t like Daddy is at death’s door.  Lots of people have rheumatic fever and don’t die from it.  That idiot doctor who told him his heart would keep getting weaker was an idiot.  He probably just wants more money.  Doctors ain’t God.”

Sparky watched as Cinni knelt over the tub and tried to pick up an apple as Mickey held back her long curly hair.  She counted thirty apples in the tub, enough for Cinni, her friends, and a few of the younger siblings who’d also come.  Back in Amsterdam, she’d probably be listening to the radio and maybe doing schoolwork tonight, not going to a Halloween party with a bunch of people she hadn’t even known had existed a few months ago.  Even if some of the things were off-limits to her, at least it felt nice to be included in this big group of new friends and to take part in American activities.